I used to really enjoy blogging. It's been some time since I felt comfortable enough to start again, and I'm really not sure if I'm fully ready now. I'm not the same person as when I first started. Anyone who goes through any sort of growth is not the same as they were years ago. I still have many of the same challenges, and some new. Our world has been turned upside down and shaken like a toddler holding a snow globe in a tantrum. I think we've come out stronger because of it. 

I've closed myself out from everyone not in my own household. I'm not ready to let anyone in. And I know that's not healthy. I just don't know who to trust. I don't know if I can trust myself to know who to trust. Being the topic of conversation is not fun. I think I'm going to be cautious for a very long time. The only one I really can work on is myself, so I'm just going to do my best to become a woman I can be proud of and hope that the household follows suit. 

SO... Lets begin this journey, one step at a time.