Daily Truth 12/17

I'm beginning to feel like a skank. I can't get into the bathroom long enough to poop let alone shower. When the boys were little, I would just take them with me (infants not young boys) or wait til they were in bed. Now, everytime I get a moment. Someone fills it. I either get called downstairs, I have to do something for Mom, Dad wants me to go somewhere or someones in the darned bathroom.

This should not be happening. My kids are 19 and 14. I should have time to take care of basic needs. I should have help. I don't.



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I guess I'm actually supposed to fill this out. I'm a passionate medical mom of a 19 year old liver/CRPS patient. My goal with my blog is to raise awareness for his conditions. And to hash out my feelings about it. There are a lot of raw emotions when your life is suddenly stalled by any illness, let alone your child's illness. 

I'm also attempting to either "find myself" or "remake myself". So much of my time and energy goes into caring for both my mother (end stage COPD) and son, along with trying to be Mom to my younger son and a wife, that most of the time I feel lost. I tend to put myself on a back burner and right now I'm burning out. 

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